Friday, September 9, 2011

Restless.

I'm tired of waiting.
I'm tired of struggling.
I'm tired of fighting myself.
I'm tired of not being able to say no.
I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of living far away from family.
I'm tired of being single.
I'm tired of "best friends" who arent there.
I'm tired of feelings of jealousy.
I'm tired of not doing something I love.
I'm tired of not seeing results when I work at something.
I'm tired of the journey.
I'm tired of being restless.
I'm tired of feeling guilty for not having it more together.
I'm tired of feeling hypocritical
I'm tired of trying to meet the high standard I have for my self.
I'm tired of a particular sin struggle.
I'm tired of insecurities.
I'm tired of wanting to be closer to the Lord but yet not making the effort I need.
I'm tired of wanting to throw everything to wind and do whatever I want.

I'm just TIRED!

Ugh. Sigh.

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