Please. Not again.
Yup again. That same feeling of helplessness, of frustration, of desertion, of loneliness.
I feel like I'm struggling to stay above the water.
These are never good season for me.
Where is this this anxious, panic feeling I have coming from?
I'm so exhausted of this cycle. This vicious, vicious cycle.
Lord, where are you? Why? I'm not asking you to change things, I'm just asking you to show up and help me in the here and now! Where are you?!
If you are reading this, pray for me. Please. Pray that I will run to the arms of my Lord because right now all I feel like doing is pushing him away because that's what I feel like he's done to me.
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