Missing a past love.....

Sigh. I don't want that to be true. There is a guy from my past that seems to be haunting me lately. In my thoughts. In my dreams. And then I ran into him the other day. Seriously? That didn't help.

I miss him. I've never met anyone else who I have connected with like him on that level. Who shared a similar heart and desire to just love people. I was so excited about a future with him. And even the random guys I have little crushes on here and there now.....don't hold a candle to him.

I would go out with him again in a heartbeat. But there is no use of holding out hope for that as it's a waste of energy. And if not him....God's got someone even better for me that I'll have an even stronger connection with. Wow....that thought blows my mind.